Whenever I feel

like breathing I have this incredible feeling like suddenly I'm aware of everything around me. Everything seems so beautiful, so much laughter and peace among so many wars and screaming. I sat down and I could feel how my every muscle coincides with the dance of life. Sometimes it feels like a movie, a play, a musical, a poem, and no matter how hard I try to describe it, to make the reader feel and perceive life the way I do, it is always unsuccessful. I'm hooked, on life. It's like when I'm falling in love with a man and unable to think straight because my heart feels as if it's about to come of my chest. And I am in love with life, and I want to live it, but I also want to write about it, talk about it. And then it clouds my judgment. And the trees know exactly when to move and the children know exactly when to laugh and that wise old man knows exactly what to say and when to say. I am a life junkie and if there's anything wrong with what I'm doing, it is that I refuse to have anything less than meaningful moments. When I look, I really want to look, and when I feel, I really want to feel, and when I laugh, I really want to laugh. I am hooked, on life, and whenever I feel like sighing I have this incredible feeling like suddenly I'm aware of everything around me, of everyone around me and it creates amazing opportunities to fall in love, create new friendships and learn big lessons.