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Saturday, November 1, 2008

I Want

Es que quiero despertar con un sol bien fuerte recibiendome en la manana. Quiero disfrutar de toda la naturaleza sin miedo a que me recuerden que tengo que trabajar. Quiero que el invierno se acabe pronto y contribuir a su despedida quemando mi corazon con un amor apasionado. Quiero que la gente sea gente y que viva la vida. Quiero ver a los amigos que perdi, mirarlos a los ojos y ver felicidad en vez de tristeza. Quiero ser yo entre tantas confusiones de la vida, no dejarme rendir, enojarme con las barreras negativas y derrumbarlas de la rabia. Quiero poder tener dinero para comprarle GRANDES regalos a toda mi familia. Quiero que la Navidad venga pronto. Quiero que aquel hombre que ayer ame sane su pobre cabeza y poder tener una conversacion normal con el. Quiero que aquel hombre que sacio mis deseos pueda ver quien soy por dentro y no a los momentos de placer. Quiero que ame a una mujer y que diga que yo le ensene que existe algo mas alla de la piel, y que hacer el amor es un regalo de Dios, no un juego del que eventualmente nos cansamos. Quiero que la iglesia aprenda a amar a Dios, para que puedan amar a toda la gente que vive sin El. Quiero que las cosas cambien, poner en huelga el conformismo y lo monotono. Quiero poder plasmar la insoportable ausencia del acento que no me sale en mi Lap Top de 15 pulgadas. Quiero que Mar vuelva a New York y volver a amanecer hablando de TODO de la vida en Starbucks. Quiero volver a mi tierra y disfrutar de todas las cosas que he perdido. Quiero vivir sin ser todas estas cosas que me describen y ser una sola cosa. Quiero vivir mi vida disfrutando los simples y pequenos momentos, tomar la foto perfecta, y sembrarla en mi alma. Quiero disfrutar de buenas salsas, merengues y alabanzas por el resto de mi vida. Quiero aprender a tocar un instrumento. Quiero publicar mis libros. Quiero morir llena de felicidad, viejita, junto al hombre que amo, con tranquilidad de que mis hijos estaran bien y con seguridad de que pasare el resto de la eternidad junto a Dios. Quiero. Quiero todo lo que es posible tener, sin miedo a sonar, y que no me vuelva a importar que critiquen mis nuevas ideas y planes. No es que no quiero hacer una sola cosa, es que no se como. No es que no quiero hacerlo como todos lo hacen, es que quiero, si es posible, superar cada una de las facetas de mi vida. Solo quiero vivir como yo vivo, y no morirme pretendiendo vivir lo que otros llaman vida.

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It's that I want to wake up with a strong sun in the morning. I want to enjoy all of nature without people reminding me that I have to go to work. I want winter to end soon and contribute to it by burning my heart in a passionate love. I want people to be people and to live life. I want to see the friends that I've lost, look at their eyes and see happiness instead of sadness. I want to be me among all of the confusion of life, not let myself give up, anger myself with all negative barriers and tear them down with rage. I want to be able to have money to buy BIG gifts for my family. I want Christmas to come soon. I want the man I loved yesterday to heal his poor head and be able to have a normal conversation with him. I want the man that quenched my desires to see who I am inside and not the moments of pleasure. I want him to love someone and say that I taught him that there's more to it than the flesh, and that making love is a gift of God, not a game we grow tired from. I want the church to learn to love God so that they can learn to love all the people that live without Him. I want things to change, make a strike against conformity and all the monotonous things in life. I want to be able to write the accent that doesn't come out in this 15 inch Lap Top. I want
Mar to come back to New York and spend the night again in Starbucks talking about EVERYTHING about life. I want to go back to my land and enjoy the things that I've lost. I want to live without being all these things that describe me and be just one thing. I want to live my life enjoying the simple and small moments, take a perfect picture and plant it in my soul. I want to enjoy good salsas, merengues and worship music the rest of my life. I want to learn to play an instrument. I want to publish my books. I want to die in complete happiness, old, next to the man I love, no worries that my children will be alright and that I'll spend the rest of eternity next to God. I want. I want everything that is possible to have, without fearing to dream, and that I no longer care for criticisms concerning my new ideas and plans. It's not that I don't want to do only one thing, it's that I don't know how. It's not that I don't want to do it like everyone else; it's that I want, if possible, to succeed in all things about me. I just want to live life the way I live it, and not die pretending to live what others call life.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Heyy nice, y yo quiero que gane Barack Obama.

Mar said...

hi, my eyes got a bit of "tears" when i read "I want Mar to come back to New York and spend the night again in Starbucks talking about EVERYTHING about life."

You know I want so many things in life, you know all the things that i talk about, all these things i want to accomplish and i know that most of the time I'm probably afraid to be on my way to my dreams, I think i am afraid to find that it may be possible to have some of my dreams come true. How can that be?

Themys Brito said...

Siempre hay momentos en los que nos sentimos como que nada es suficiente aunque por otros ojos nos veamos bien. Y siempre hay personas que se empeñan en traernos a la supuesta realidad cuando nos sentimos bien con nuestra forma de pensar... El truco es conseguir estar conforme sin dejar de ser uno misma... desafortunadamente eso no es tan fácil de hacer. Keep at it!
Un abrazo.

Kristin Elizabeth said...

Hey Anel,

Thanks for the comment. Bobby bascially is one of my best friends. lol. Which I'm fine with.. =)

Over Thanksgiving break I'm going to read through your last couple posts. Unfortuneately, I haven't had time to catch up on my blog reading. =(

But..I just need to get through the next couple weeks of classes and I'll be sitting pretty!

=)
Kristin

Multifaceted said...

Gerardo- Me too!

Mar- I think we all are a bit afraid of seeing our dreams come true. I know you'll move back here soon enough...

Themys- Thank you! I will!

Kristin- Don't rush it girl! I know you're busy. Thank you for taking the time to comment!

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